Stars Of the Heart - 心星

Today, I want to share a true story which has happened long time ago. It's sound ridiculously true and kind a freaking me out actually.
Countess Elizabeth Báthory de Ecsed (Báthory Erzsébet in hungarian, Alžbeta Bátoriová in Slovak: 7 August 1560 – 21 August 1614) was a countess from the renowned Báthory family of Hungarian nobility. She is considered the most prolific female serial killer in history and possibly the most prolific of any gender.
               She and four collaborators were accused of torturing and killing hundreds of girls, with one witness attributing to them over 650 victims, though the number for which they were convicted was 80. She was addicted to beauty and want to stay young and beautiful for the rest of her life. The idea of torturing and killing girls started when she slapped one of her servants for her negligence and blood started bleed from the girls nose. When she saw the incident she was actually amazed that somehow she saw the girls face started to sparkle and it looks beautiful in her eyes. Then, she ordered her servant to tied up the girl and quickly asked them to take her to the bath tub and then cut the girls hand in order to let blood flow into it. After that she takes a bath of the girls blood.
               She started to kill any other girls who work for her in the castle for his addiction of beauty but then she started to felt that normal girls don't have the affection anymore and this has led her to kill those aristocratic class of girls as her victim. Her obsession towards beauty is neither crazy and scary but she doesn't think of that way that she always persuade those aristocratic girls to come to her castle so that she may obtain blood for her affection. Many had tried to convince that the countess was a serial killer but neither succeed as she is a countess and people don't have the courage to acuse her.
               Elizabeth herself was neither tried nor convicted. In 1610, however, she was imprisoned in the Csejte Castle, now in Slovakia and known as Čachtice, where she remained bricked in a set of rooms until her death four years later.
Later writings about the case have led to legendary accounts of the Countess bathing in the blood of virgins in order to retain her youth and subsequently also to comparisons with Vlad III the Impaler of Wallachia, on whom the fictional Count Dracula is partly based, and to modern nicknames of the Blood Countess and Countess Dracula.
                 She is someone scary isn't it? But they do have a video of her story, I never watched one but then I wanted to, just that I haven't found one yet.

When I entered my study to a much higher level, here, in University Teknologi MARA (UiTM), I would totally honest to tell you that this is my first time to be far from home and my family. At first, it was quite hard for me to ease myself in here even though my face doesn't show how awkard I felt during my days here. My roomate started to feel that I'm quite a person who doesn't show how my feeling really was except for being sick all time. Hehe.. That one really does shows how much I miss my home isn't it?
          A friend once said to me that, it's your first time maybe that's the reason I'm acting like that. he said that you'll felt like that at first but sooner or later you don't even bother to get back home anymore or maybe you love to stay in campus rather than went back home. Wow, at first, I, definitely don't agree with the statement he mentioned to me but then after a while, ever since this year I don't really feel like going home anymore. Weird isn't it? Am I sick or something? I don't even have a clue myself.
         It's not that I don't wanna get home or something but then I don't really like staying in the bus for such long period of time. Booking a flight went back home? Well, I'm not a rich girl, if I do definitely I'll be going home for almost every weekend. But, I seems to be more cheerful here compare at home actually. Here, in this place I don't have to think much, stress seems to be a word that only happen during my exam and when my money ran out. Haha.. Right now, I even have my SKP going on and my mom and dad had already demand me to get back home a.s.a.p when the SKP thingy has completed.
         This place is really something for me as my daily routine changes time-to-time. But even so somehow I miss my family a lot especially my brother who would jokes around with me and my dad too. Here, I love to watch the view from Cluster B. I love the view of the sea, seems like I've been under a spell when watching the beautiful sea from B3. I don't think of anything but my thought we're somewhere else when watching the sea especially at dawn. It's really pretty and I can't take my eyes off it. You should watch it with your own eyes when you have the chance, it really does an eye catching.

Basically, there are 3 way of doing things in our life based on what ELbert Hubbard would say.
                                     
                                               Art ----> is the beautiful way of doing things

                                           Science ---->is the effective way of doing things

                                           Business ---->is the economic way of doing things.

                       Nearly precise isn't it? Even so, we can't totally take what others would say about life as people has different way of interpreting their lives. Interpretation usually based on their attitude, environment and all the people who surrounds 'em. Even me, myself often take life as an experience that i have to journey on until the end of my life. There are lots of complicated things in this life that we have to decide on. The decision we've made which would take us to whatever we might become to be in the future. Definitely we might made the wrong decision but then it's the way we can make us even better and stronger than we can't imagine if we stay strong and keep on moving forward without regrets. 
   
                    Well, as a normal human being, we do and would make the wrong decision but then we just have to look ourselves forward and learn from our mistakes. For the whole of my life, for once I did surround with hatred in the past but then we should forgive and forget as nobody's perfect in this world. It's really tiring of hating anybody, it's a good thing I've learns it and noticed it earlier and I'm in a good state now even though somehow I might get mad on something. Hehehehe... 

                    Feelings is one thing that we cant be exceptional. Hahaha... Feeling of love, happy, joy, sad, mad etc. Simple, God has created human to have feelings on others and express our feeling literally by words , music , facial expression and so on. Life is wonderful isn't it eventhough there's something bad might happen in life but somehow it makes the world full of sense and round.

      Well, today is the day that I start my SKP. It's quiet a pain in the head when we have to talk about where should we live during the time? But then, lately I have been exposed to write down a formal letter nowadays.
            So in the end I'm the one who wrote the letter to the Rektor of our Kolej. I hope we can succeed to stay in the hostel during our SKP.


                Everything went fine during my first day of my SKP. Got a new friend, new partners and the most important thing is experience. I hope it will be the same goes for tomorrow. Just pray, I know everything will be just fine eventhough I'm a bit scared to be in my room all alone. But I did practice a recipe for a happy day though. I'll hope it works.. ^^


     
           CUTE ISN'T IT???
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          It's been a long while I haven't written anything in my blog. Miss you Blog... Hahaha... Well, it's not like I have forgotten to write but I've forgotten what should I do in my daily life for some period of time. Short-Term memory lost ( Finding Nemo ).

    


      Just want to share something today. Suddenly, I recall a words which people told me before. That person once said that "The Person We love is the Person Whom We've always Hurt of". At first, I totally disagree with it for some reason. But then, I've noticed that these words is technically true somehow. I HOPE. Don't you think so?
    
         I've always said rude words more to the person that I care for but I don't mean to. It's just the words came right out of my mouth with no control but honestly, I don't mean it. Somehow we've getting mad to someone and that someone is always one of our precious person. I just seem to not understand why I get mad to them easily compare to other person. But, no matter how hard I think, I've always come out with the idea that maybe I care too much on what my precious person said to me because I care. Is it because of LOVE? How should I say? Even I'm confused?

      BTW, nobody's perfect in this world to be precise, we forgive and forget that's more important isn't it? The more we've made mistake, the more we should learn from our mistake. Take it as a lesson for us to learn. Somehow mistake makes us stronger than we usually do. Just believe in God and the rest will be given to you. Have FAITH in Him, you'll always be given miracle. Trust me.